Michael Jackson — R.I.P.

by admin on July 7, 2009

I am still shell shocked and it’s been a week.
I cannot believe Michael Jackson has died.
I initially heard about his passing via text message from my mom. I woke up from a nap and checked my phone. “Michael Jackson died” is what the message said. I didn’t believe it – as I tend [...]

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Do You Want to Play with Me? Pt. 1

May 28, 2009

“Do you want to play with me?” Is what I finally said in order to break the ice.
I’m a predator. Always have been. It’s an inevitable occurrence when none of the breaks that others speak of have ever come easy.
Some of my favorite things to hunt are men. The more distant, [...]

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I Can Smoke Whenever

May 17, 2009

Smokeless cigarettes? I’ve hearing about these gadgets more often these days, with laws going into effect banning smoking outdoors in locations all over the country.
I’m a smoker, and, like other smokers, especially enjoy a cigarette with a cocktail at the bar, or after dinner at a restaurant. So, naturally, I became interested in [...]

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Shadow Artist

May 16, 2009

Last night I slept with the window open. This morning I was awaken by a blurry recollection of insects and nature trails as the breeze blew a dewy smell of cut grass, dirt, ants and snails as the through the window. I used to live in that as a little girl.
My [...]

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Dreams and Polyamory

May 12, 2009

I have to admit, I’ve been a little bummed out lately. I’m 29 years old and not anywhere near where I imagined I would at this stage in my life.
One thing I’ve always done is, if I don’t like my circumstances, then I change them. I don’t lie around wallowing and wishing. [...]

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Acting

May 9, 2009

Recently, it started making sense to me that maybe I should pursue acting.  Not in any type of A-list, US Weekly, TMZ sense… but to make some extra money.  I know enough people in Hollywood who make a nice income doing bit parts and commercials here and there.  That work affords them the ability to [...]

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Sex Work

May 9, 2009

I’ve worked in the adult entertainment industry since I was 22 years old.  I started off doing phone sex then gradually made my way into a porn store peep show in Lodi, California. 
Prior to becoming a sex worker, I was engaged and playing house.  My fiancé — who I’d dated on and off for [...]

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Would you consider yourself an extremist?

May 9, 2009

“So, how do you like being an extremist?” someone once asked me. “I guess it’s okay.” I tell him, although if I were to describe myself, “extremist” is not a term I would use.
“Perception is everything”, is a phrase I often use.  If my lifestyle is so different from someone elses’ that it causes me [...]

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LOOK

May 8, 2009

I’ll preface this entry by saying that Adam Rifkin is one of my all-time favorite directors. I’ll admit that I don’t have especially high standards in terms calling someone a “favorite”. If someone has written and directed one movie that I think has rewatchability to infinity – then they’re my favorite.
I’d seen a [...]

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